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This past month I was taught a good lesson about money. Don't eat junk food. It ate my credit card. I went over my monthly limit and it was mainly spent on junk food. It broke my heart and I felt very disappointed that I hadn't been keeping up with my own financial responsibilities. So I haven't used my credit card at all. My money has dwindled down to almost nothing. I feel so foolish, it sucks that was what had to happen for me to learn a lesson. So now I must do what one only can do in that situation and get myself a job. This is mainly to cushion me for over the break and start saving up for the time my parents stop supporting me. Which could be very soon. It bothers me that because I went as far as piercing my lip my parents are basically disowning me. Well my mother loves em too much, but my father on the other hand has chosen to lose his only daughter. My computer crashed. I have no camera. I've lost at least two of my essays in electronic form because I this. It made me want to just throw my hands up and walk away. I have never wanted to run as far away as I have these past two months. Since my dad abandoned me and having my mom tell me I could have anything if I just give up the lip ring makes no sense. Why would he go that far? Cause its not just about a lip ring. I could have never been pierced and my father would have found something to hate me for. I am almost exactly like my dad, I was daddy's little girl. Instead of me being able to run down to the den whenever I have a question or need something, I'm left standing in my room lost, hoping I figure out a way that's not too expensive to fix it. This is all a wake up call to me. College work wasn't much of a shock but finding a an apartment, living there, and having things breakdown on you was.